Your madness ends here; For this I know certain,
Our bickering back & forth; Is becoming more than a burden,
Is this your way of life; If all else fails I'm to blame,
When there's no proof of who where when; You exalt my name,
And you wonder why I snap; Honestly, it's something you provoked,
I claim no intention of so; But it's only so much before I am choked,
You say I don't reciprocate these actions towards others; But, rarely do I get crossed like this before,
I simply try to explain myself; But, you're quick to threaten my existence out your door,
You take it as being disrespectful & cruel; When in reality my feelings are opposite to take such course,
How could I talk to you that way; Bold up then walk out with no remorse,
To make things more bleak; You claim to admonish my landlines of finance & health,
But, I'm so red eyed right now; I'm prepared to sever the ties myself,
Once you realized no victory; You relay to a higher authority,
To which all that does; Is place a sentence upon my mentality.
So I'm patiently waiting; But, it's wearing thin,
My sorrows pour like the rain; My bones crush withstanding pain,
And to other people; What I'm going through isn't a thing,
But, it's hard bearing my name; Death quickly time please bring.
I'm entirely fed up; Going back & forth internally over you,
I'm mentally & emotionally about to collide; And seriously don't know what to do,
My flesh insist that I move on; But, my heart won't easily give in,
Clinching onto memories; That are playing over & over again,
At times I'm like to hell with it…move on; I'm no longer yours,
But, nothing comprehends; The loneliness I feel afterwards,
Other times I'm like no matter what; I'll always be here,
But then I think about how you've treated me; In ways that were so unclear,
And hence my dilemma; The reason why my mind has doubt,
But, with you; My life is meaningless without,
Though it wasn't always like this; When my regards became attitudes,
And concerns to petty opinions; According to you although I had no malice intentions,
So why go through this; Why put myself through hell,
Will things get better or be like before; Only time will tell.
I'm still patiently waiting; But, it's wearing thin,
My sorrows pour like the rain; My bones crush withstanding pain,
And to other people; What I'm going through isn't a thing,
But, it's hard bearing my name; Death quickly time please bring.
September 2007.
Our bickering back & forth; Is becoming more than a burden,
Is this your way of life; If all else fails I'm to blame,
When there's no proof of who where when; You exalt my name,
And you wonder why I snap; Honestly, it's something you provoked,
I claim no intention of so; But it's only so much before I am choked,
You say I don't reciprocate these actions towards others; But, rarely do I get crossed like this before,
I simply try to explain myself; But, you're quick to threaten my existence out your door,
You take it as being disrespectful & cruel; When in reality my feelings are opposite to take such course,
How could I talk to you that way; Bold up then walk out with no remorse,
To make things more bleak; You claim to admonish my landlines of finance & health,
But, I'm so red eyed right now; I'm prepared to sever the ties myself,
Once you realized no victory; You relay to a higher authority,
To which all that does; Is place a sentence upon my mentality.
So I'm patiently waiting; But, it's wearing thin,
My sorrows pour like the rain; My bones crush withstanding pain,
And to other people; What I'm going through isn't a thing,
But, it's hard bearing my name; Death quickly time please bring.
I'm entirely fed up; Going back & forth internally over you,
I'm mentally & emotionally about to collide; And seriously don't know what to do,
My flesh insist that I move on; But, my heart won't easily give in,
Clinching onto memories; That are playing over & over again,
At times I'm like to hell with it…move on; I'm no longer yours,
But, nothing comprehends; The loneliness I feel afterwards,
Other times I'm like no matter what; I'll always be here,
But then I think about how you've treated me; In ways that were so unclear,
And hence my dilemma; The reason why my mind has doubt,
But, with you; My life is meaningless without,
Though it wasn't always like this; When my regards became attitudes,
And concerns to petty opinions; According to you although I had no malice intentions,
So why go through this; Why put myself through hell,
Will things get better or be like before; Only time will tell.
I'm still patiently waiting; But, it's wearing thin,
My sorrows pour like the rain; My bones crush withstanding pain,
And to other people; What I'm going through isn't a thing,
But, it's hard bearing my name; Death quickly time please bring.
September 2007.
- Will Carter, Jr.