Don’t take it personal baby, you were not part of a plan;
I didn’t set out to hurt you, honey;
Yeah, I know that you aren’t all the same, but the hurt I’ve got you feeling baby?
You need to charge it to the game.
Because I don’t have time for that sh*t;
This is no laughing matter, nobody cared when I was feeling it.
No one else mourned my happily ever after;
Where did my “Love you always,” go?
Caught up in all that physical pleasure, love can only kill me once;
F*ck you and f*ck your forever.
Is what you’re speaking real? Is this really how you feel?
How you ask for these moments;
Once the novelty dies, act like you never enjoyed it?
This woman’s worth was worthless to notice a real man’s substance.
My pure darkness and the truest light, the Queen of my Heart;
Gambling with feelings tore our Kingdom apart.
And my life bleeds, your love wasn’t all it seems;
So you’ll leave a good n*gga to chase bisexuality?
Selfish… What it boils down to;
F*ck any other reasoning, do what you have to.
Showed me who you really were, took me as I am;
Still remember late nights up down, in out, mouth to mouth… Damn.
Just take, take, take;
Deep down you won’t find it this great.
When the nights become too much, you’ll think of me;
When the walls run dry, you’ll feel for me;
And when the pain stings, you’ll fiend for me.
Let that f*ck your “forever…” Eternity.
September 2013.
Will Carter, Jr