The World turns a blind eye to my woes
All alone that's just how life goes,
Since all is lost I turn to the green fiend
To spark charisma into my pathetic being,
With my friend I am never lost
He helps me escape my problems no matter what the cost,
My situation gets presented in new light
And gain altered prospectives all in one night,
Problems in my head go to soft from loud
The earth beneath me as I'm above the clouds,
It is my vice not a negative constitution
Simple opinions as one would mention,
For this substance to refresh my entity
If only I could remain this way for all eternity,
My conscience convinces me of no use in trying
Only once my companion's all blown that I feel like dying.
No one cares about my feelings or what I've been thru
Living my life is the most deplorable thing I do,
Drowning my sorrows in a bottle of acid rain
Construing my perception as a way to ease the pain,
Shot after shot it goes straight to the head
Body full of life but yet deader than dead,
This sea has many colors but my favorite is clear
Although it ignites regrets from past years,
Splashing away society and its ignorance
Oblivious to my own incoherence,
The room's spinning and I'm as if in a dream
Still partaking from the forbidden glorious stream,
Abiding legal right so I'm doing no wrong
Within the fire water is where I belong,
To the horizon my outlook is frowning
Only once my dry ocean's empty that I feel like dying.
Times have gotten rough so now I go straight to the point
Through the tube to the blood is where I christen & anoint,
Bulging veins are always my entrance in
Leaving little dots contracting on my skin,
Haven't been with white girls but I loved this Caucasian
Without persuasion she takes me to higher elevations,
I feel like…I feel like...I don't know how I feel
In this dimension things are too real,
Is this what it means to be free
To be one within me,
Defying her powder is to be awfully mean
But can still get there through her cousin Codeine,
Liquid, grains, and rocks they take such forms
Conclusively inside is like being reborn,
Far away yet deep within my spirit is crying
Only once it's back that I feel like dying.
I shouldn't be intimate with completely random strangers
But my mood has me unaware of such dangers,
Can't get any love from my suppose to be Ms. Right
So how about I get it from Ms. Right Now throughout the night,
Pleasure is this harlot's fine desire
We both need someone to extinguish our burning flames of fire,
Distractions don't occur within this adulteress' bed
Caught in the moment my problems simply leave my head,
Receiving intercourse from just one will not do
It won't be a night until I get it from at least two,
While my covenant is still at home
I'm enjoying time not being alone,
Our bodies perspire as we are together
Though somewhere in my mind I should know better,
Still in her bed my body is lying
Only once the lusts gone that I feel like dying.
September 2007.
@lavendertownsyndrome
All alone that's just how life goes,
Since all is lost I turn to the green fiend
To spark charisma into my pathetic being,
With my friend I am never lost
He helps me escape my problems no matter what the cost,
My situation gets presented in new light
And gain altered prospectives all in one night,
Problems in my head go to soft from loud
The earth beneath me as I'm above the clouds,
It is my vice not a negative constitution
Simple opinions as one would mention,
For this substance to refresh my entity
If only I could remain this way for all eternity,
My conscience convinces me of no use in trying
Only once my companion's all blown that I feel like dying.
No one cares about my feelings or what I've been thru
Living my life is the most deplorable thing I do,
Drowning my sorrows in a bottle of acid rain
Construing my perception as a way to ease the pain,
Shot after shot it goes straight to the head
Body full of life but yet deader than dead,
This sea has many colors but my favorite is clear
Although it ignites regrets from past years,
Splashing away society and its ignorance
Oblivious to my own incoherence,
The room's spinning and I'm as if in a dream
Still partaking from the forbidden glorious stream,
Abiding legal right so I'm doing no wrong
Within the fire water is where I belong,
To the horizon my outlook is frowning
Only once my dry ocean's empty that I feel like dying.
Times have gotten rough so now I go straight to the point
Through the tube to the blood is where I christen & anoint,
Bulging veins are always my entrance in
Leaving little dots contracting on my skin,
Haven't been with white girls but I loved this Caucasian
Without persuasion she takes me to higher elevations,
I feel like…I feel like...I don't know how I feel
In this dimension things are too real,
Is this what it means to be free
To be one within me,
Defying her powder is to be awfully mean
But can still get there through her cousin Codeine,
Liquid, grains, and rocks they take such forms
Conclusively inside is like being reborn,
Far away yet deep within my spirit is crying
Only once it's back that I feel like dying.
I shouldn't be intimate with completely random strangers
But my mood has me unaware of such dangers,
Can't get any love from my suppose to be Ms. Right
So how about I get it from Ms. Right Now throughout the night,
Pleasure is this harlot's fine desire
We both need someone to extinguish our burning flames of fire,
Distractions don't occur within this adulteress' bed
Caught in the moment my problems simply leave my head,
Receiving intercourse from just one will not do
It won't be a night until I get it from at least two,
While my covenant is still at home
I'm enjoying time not being alone,
Our bodies perspire as we are together
Though somewhere in my mind I should know better,
Still in her bed my body is lying
Only once the lusts gone that I feel like dying.
September 2007.
@lavendertownsyndrome
- Will Carter, Jr.