I had to be a fool; To not realize you were the reason I live,
And now I can't eat; When I think about the times you weep
And the day you walked out; For a month I just could not sleep,
I choke when I breathe; Can't seem to respirate
Thinking all the hurt I put you through; My heart's pain begins to resonate,
If I could go back, baby; I'd stop certain things from going
If I could go back, baby; I'd stop certain words being spoken
If I could go back, baby; I'd rectify all the misfortunes
It's my fault I caused the worry; And all I can say now is baby I'm sorry
No matter how hard I wish; I can never reach what we once had
I try to get over you; But the thought just seems so bad,
Felt the need to change my style; Had to switch my whole demeanor
But no matter how much I change; Still see the same person in the mirror,
Thoughts of you loving another; Has my eyes streaming out tears
To live without you; For me might take a few years
When we stopped talking much; I had a sense that something was wrong
But I never thought you'd be gone; Never thought I'd be alone,
Whatever the disagreement; I never wished for us to end
Never wanted to lose my lover; Most of all lose my best friend,
Why couldn't I open my eyes; Why was I too blind to see
Despite all the good times; Your love wasn't a guarantee,
We've both said & done things; That we really didn't mean
If I had a second chance; I'd give anything to reclaim our romance,
If I could go back, baby; I'd stop certain things from going
If I could go back, baby; I'd stop certain words being spoken
If I could go back, baby; I'd rectify all the misfortunes
It's my fault I caused the worry; And all I can say now is baby I'm sorry
I'm so down & out; And feeling rather low
It's like I'm at a crossroad; And don't know which way to go,
Who ever may cross my path; They will never be you
Until you come back to me; My life might as well be through,
See I know the feeling is there; Know that true love is still here
Just promise that you'll always be near; Cause baby I won't go nowhere,
Why didn't we try to talk it out; Why couldn't we have worked it out
So before you forget about me; Won't you try to understand my plea,
If I could go back, baby; I'd stop certain things from going
If I could go back, baby; I'd stop certain words being spoken
If I could go back, baby; I'd rectify all the misfortunes
It's my fault I caused the worry; And all I can say now is baby I'm sorry.
May 2008.